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November 5, 2005
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omg wow, what an amazing show...i love the baseist from meelee he was sooooo cute and gave me a pat on the shoulder and a hug, i also got the water bottle from the lead singer of spill canvas! wow wut an amazing show!!
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Monday
October 24, 2005
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As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
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Friday
October 14, 2005
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two unbelievably amazing things happened tonite....firstly, I HAVE A NEW LOVE!!!! ahh I LOVE YOU LUCASSSS!!!
secondly, i soooo totally told brandon off i feel so proud of myself, i like IMed him and was like " hey kid i havent talked to you in like a month",then he said "o shit im grounded and my dads coming i gtg". then i said...bullshit you are, so he goes invisible to make it looks like he signs off, so im like ur still here u asshole that lame invisible thing doesnt work with me. then i said
"xonexfellxswoopx: im sorry but i really have been trying to be nice to you, but your a LYING JERK! and i hope ud be happy to kno i now have an AMAZING boyrfriend, so have a nice life jackoff"
im so proud of myself he thought that i was such a nice girl and let people walk all over well ASSWIPE guess again!!! ahh today was the best day EVURR i scored myself some new clothes, a new boyfriend, and a new outlook on things, which is that telling people off when they are mean to you is alot of FUN! I LOVE YOU WATTSY i ha so much fun with you todaiii!!!<3333
I LY-Lucas!
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Wednesday
October 12, 2005
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....and if the sun will set tonight, hold our secrets up to the sky, as our shadows grow theres nothing left to hide, and if you ever doubt you will kno i still wonder how many times ive compared the stars to your eyess....
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Tuesday
October 11, 2005
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IVE NEVER EVER BEEN HAPPIER!
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Tuesday
October 11, 2005
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i hate to say it, but its been a month....and i still miss him....ALOT!
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Saturday
October 8, 2005
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omg BRHS homecoming was soo much fun last nite......first me ally russel and this kid Lucas all went to ruby tuesdays and had some dinner..lol i made anew friend ....his name was Knife lol after that we all headed to BRHS and waited for like 10 min for them to open the door. Once they did i got up to where they were letting people in and Mr Owens was like if you dont have any kind of ID your not going to be allowed in. So I got so effing pissed!! So i called my parents and like and hour later they came with my LRHS Id. So once we got in i met Lucas and ally and becky. And we danced for like FOREVER, lol. I hung with kari and cara to, they are sooooooo gorgeous!!! But anyway i dance with Lucas ALOT!! We talked sooo sooo much and had a ton of fun!He is the most ADORABLE KID EVER!! and becky and ally thinks he likes me cause when ever iwent sumehwere during the dance he would always ask or wonder where i was lol. But by the end of the night he asked for my cell number and gave me his!! i was like bouncing off the wall excited!!!!! but ya um lol i will post pics later..but for now i must go! bye loves!
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Wednesday
October 5, 2005
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and i can see it in your eyes.....
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Sunday
October 2, 2005
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i never thought i would ever be so confused in my life..Everything is beginning once again to be so complicated, its like a repeat of last year...and if that being the case maybe things will get better but rite now seems to me that i have once again hit rock bottom. And i apologize to all of my friends in advance with dragging you down with me..Im so sick of life rite now. If anyone has a time machine for sale i will buy it. I need everything that has happened to just go away. My life would have been alot easier if i hadnt met a certain person. I wouldnt have gone through the shit i did in 7th grade, or 8th grade, and even now for that matter. I keep wondering to myself if i hadnt met this person in Mr troops room sitting next to me at the same table i would be happy rite now, never at the moment i met him did i think he would cause me so much pain and heartache, if i could back in time i would just smack him the first time he ever even looked at me. People say never regret anything you do, and maybe in some sense i dont but hell, like i said life would be alot easier if those things didnt happen. gosh i dont know what to do im so lost rite now......
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Thursday
September 29, 2005
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well im sorry to a "certain" person i havent updated in awhile lol. anywho, ntm has happened ive been talking to sumone ALOT latley and we are like better friends than we have ever been and i absolutley love it. i thinks its becuz now we can both bash bran haha....but anyway todai in geography was so flippin sweet we beat the boys 600 to nothing!!!!!! lol soaring, Dallas: Are you kidding me?? haha ALL THE GIRLS: OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! haaha that was a moment of glory!! lol but umm im soooo stoked for homecoming week im so going all out and dressing up everyday!!! haha im a sucker for school spirit o well, its just an excuse to be my crazy self i guess lol but then saturday is homecoming cept i dont kno who im gunna go with yet..i guess i will just have to wait see , well im outtie...
from everyones dearest BIKINI, I LOVE YOU ALLLLL SOO MUCH!!
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Sunday
September 25, 2005
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i did something amazing today!
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Sunday
September 25, 2005
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new layout guys check it out!!! it so awesome!
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Thursday
September 22, 2005
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How can I just let you walk away, just let you leave without a trace
When I stand here taking every breath with you, ooh
You’re the only one who really knew me at all
How can you just walk away from me,
When all I can do is watch you leave
Cos we’ve shared the laughter and the pain and even shared the tears
You’re the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, oh there’s just an empty space
And there’s nothing left here to remind me,
Just the memory of your face
Ooh take a look at me now, well there’s just an empty space
And you coming back to me is against all odds and that’s what I’ve got to face
I wish I could just make you turn around,
Turn around and see me cry
There’s so much I need to say to you,
So many reasons why
You’re the only one who really knew me at all
So take a look at me now, well there’s just an empty space
And there’s nothing left here to remind me, just the memory of your face
Now take a look at me now, cos there’s just an empty space
But to wait for you, is all I can do and that’s what I’ve got to face
Take a good look at me now, cos I’ll still be standing here
And you coming back to me is against all odds
It’s the chance I’ve gotta take
Take a look at me now
...i could not believe the lyrics in this song, its really me, that so amzing...and plus its a great song!
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Monday
September 19, 2005
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some words of wisdom....
break the rules
Find Your freedom
and live your life!!!
edit:: i though everyone should kno i have found a new passion!!
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Sunday
September 18, 2005
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I will heal their backsliding, I will love him freely, for my anger has turned away from him.
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Sunday
September 18, 2005
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I cannot even imagine where i would be today if it werent for that handful of friends who have given me a heart full of joy. Lets face it-friends make life alot more fun.
Laurens List of AMazing Friends:
Elycia Tenney
Lyndsay E.
Ashley Lindstadt
Brandon Tenney
Nicole Bucchino
Cassie B.
JAcob T.
Becky S.
Miranda S.
Tony P.
Jenny K.
Jayna B.
Natalie C.
WAttsy W.
Aleia L.
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Saturday
September 17, 2005
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I cannot even imagine where i would be today if it werent for that handful of friends who have given me a heart full of joy. Lets face it-friends make life alot more fun.
Laurens List of AMazing Friends:
Elycia Tenney
Ashley Lindstadt
Brandon Tenney
Nicole Bucchino
Cassie B.
JAcob T.
Miranda S.
Tony P.
Jenny K.
Jayna B.
Natalie C.
WAttsy W.
Aleia L.
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Tuesday
September 13, 2005
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love gets you kno where but heartache....and so many people ask why guyz dont ask for directions its because they are stupid, dont listen, and always go down the wrong road!
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Sunday
September 11, 2005
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why is that i feel like a doormat, i overlook everything he does, and yet he doesnt take in considertation why i do these things. Why must I be stepped all over when he could care less. Ive had enough of it, its a one way street and i must continue and face the facts. No matter how much you can love someone they can change in a day and it all falls apart. Everything i have done was for nothing...nothing. Not even words can BEGIN to explain how low i feel. No one has ever made me feel so .....SHIITTTYY.
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